Welcome to the ravings of a forty-something gal who was born forty years too late. My ideal life would have been as a Big Band singer -- instead I'm still stumbling through life trying to decide on a more practical alternative.
Monday, November 26, 2007
The Little Voice Inside My Head...
said: Lauren, just find a place of inner peace and wait for him to move on.
I never talk to myself in the third person. Who's in there?????
Oh Lauren... I wish I knew what to say for comfort, for relief for you. I wish I could sweep you out of there and all the stressors in your life. I wish, I wish... but all I can really do is pray. And be here...
I have your blog on a feed now so I will never miss a post. Hugs...
Thanks, Tammy. I'm feeling much, much better since getting that "message" and I think things are going to be okay. I'm sure there will be plenty of "blog fodder" - but I'm hoping to take a more detached approach to it all.
Love you and thanks so much for being here for me. One of these days I am coming to Canada to meet you IRL.
Who's in there? Apparently someone who doesn't want to take action but wants to wait for him to do it.
I have some bad news for you. As long as he has a place to stay and a couple of victims (I'm counting you AND the dog), he won't go anywhere. Ever.
Hugs, hon. But I think you need to take some serious stock in why you not only have come back to this person, but let him into your life in such an intimate way (living with you) and more importantly, regardless of what he does -- why you won't kick him to the curb.
Your deciding to become detached isn't going to make things better, it's just going to further embroil you in his nightmare because as you detach, you put up with that much more.
When your voice said "Just love him" you didn't focus on the right word -- "JUST". That could mean "Just love him, but keep your distance".
I do hope you know all of this is said with love...but I know it's hard to hear and for that I'm sorry. But I am honestly afraid for you my friend.
ok...since you haven't emailed me, then i'll just say it..evidently, you have the blog setup to email you when someone commments...that email address is either not good anymore, or was offline this weekend, as anyone who posted (at least i did, 3 times!) received a "delivery status notification" by email, saying that the email to you was not able to be delivered..and it gave your email address...that has "cox" in it... which also has your full name! duh! please delete this comment after you read it!!!!
Ron, thanks, but there's no way to delete just one comment, as I don't have moderated comments. So... it's in there to stay unless I delete the entire post. I corrected the issue you pointed out. Thanks.
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Oh Lauren... I wish I knew what to say for comfort, for relief for you. I wish I could sweep you out of there and all the stressors in your life. I wish, I wish... but all I can really do is pray. And be here...
I have your blog on a feed now so I will never miss a post. Hugs...
Thanks, Tammy. I'm feeling much, much better since getting that "message" and I think things are going to be okay. I'm sure there will be plenty of "blog fodder" - but I'm hoping to take a more detached approach to it all.
Love you and thanks so much for being here for me. One of these days I am coming to Canada to meet you IRL.
Who's in there? Apparently someone who doesn't want to take action but wants to wait for him to do it.
I have some bad news for you. As long as he has a place to stay and a couple of victims (I'm counting you AND the dog), he won't go anywhere. Ever.
Hugs, hon. But I think you need to take some serious stock in why you not only have come back to this person, but let him into your life in such an intimate way (living with you) and more importantly, regardless of what he does -- why you won't kick him to the curb.
Your deciding to become detached isn't going to make things better, it's just going to further embroil you in his nightmare because as you detach, you put up with that much more.
When your voice said "Just love him" you didn't focus on the right word -- "JUST". That could mean "Just love him, but keep your distance".
I do hope you know all of this is said with love...but I know it's hard to hear and for that I'm sorry. But I am honestly afraid for you my friend.
Jules
Lauren, please email me asap. very important!
your blog is revealing your full name, you might want to fix that!
Ron, I checked my profile and my full name is not listed anywhere. I'm not sure how this is occurring, unless it's through the g-mail account.
ok...since you haven't emailed me, then i'll just say it..evidently, you have the blog setup to email you when someone commments...that email address is either not good anymore, or was offline this weekend, as anyone who posted (at least i did, 3 times!) received a "delivery status notification" by email, saying that the email to you was not able to be delivered..and it gave your email address...that has "cox" in it... which also has your full name! duh! please delete this comment after you read it!!!!
Ron, thanks, but there's no way to delete just one comment, as I don't have moderated comments. So... it's in there to stay unless I delete the entire post. I corrected the issue you pointed out. Thanks.
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